Better

lately i have been in a really great mood. i would really like to quit being so straight edge, its just NOT a fun life style for me. I'm so bored with life. I'm sick and tired of trying to be a good kid because frankly it isn't really me. I'm not someone who is absolutely obnoxious but i do like to have fun.

Ive been in such an artsy mood. i want to paint ALL FRIGGIN DAY LOONG. i would love that. i would TOTALLY love that. Ive been giving up the idea that i always need to do an amazing job with every art piece i work on. Ive realized that when i do this i generally make my work less then what it could be. printmaking is absolutely amazing!!!!! i love it. i think i might want to minor in printmaking. its so mind consuming. i stop thinking when i do it and time just flys right by.

my creative writing class is so great. i actually look forward to having that class. its not a class where you just sit there and zone out when the teacher talks, you actually want to listen.

i still cant wait to go to college but whats new? i will want that until i go. i have no idea what college i want to go to but does it matter right now? just the idea of going and becoming my own person is enough. art college is going to be like summer vacation but with art supplies and people surrounding you that actually have the same interests as you.

I'm am 99.9% positive that no one reads my blog. it would make me happy if some one did but i wouldn't whine about it if they didn't. i like to blog and just get my thoughts out. its therapeutic.