i need something different. i want something so bad. i hate wanting things. everyone always wants something. the human species are so selfish and self indulged. i want to do something for someone else for a change. my thoughts are so scattered. this probably doesnt make any sense. I want to meet new people and see new places. Mostly i just want college.

Time is pssing too quickly. soon enough im going to be old. We're all going to be old. Does that frighten you? it frightens me now but i was thinking about it and if i live a good life and do the things i want to do, then i wont be as sad when i get old.

i've also been thinking that there's no point being sad about certain things such as the way society works. we need to do something about it instead of just being angry about it. i need to do something. i dont know what though. Maybe go away and live someplacce where it's always Fall. I love Fall.

the colors
the smell
nature is beautiful.
i want it to always be like this.
im so happy.