i am actually questioning whether or not i want to do art for the rest of my life. does that make me a bad artist? i just don't know. its hard for me to make a set plan and keep it. i don't want things to nail me to the ground permanently. i want the freedom to change things. theres always the option of changing mediums and such. i love my art why am i even saying this??? I'm jinxing myself right now.
many artists don't make it to where they want to be. even if they are great. they dont get to that point where you say to yourself, "wow, I've made it." I'm scared I'm not going to make it. I'm going to fall short of that narrow cliff and no one is going to remember me after i die. that's one of the things i don't want. i don't want to die and just be forgotten. how sad would that be? for someone not to matter. i want to matter.
I'm always doubting myself
all people tend to do that. right?
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